Friday, October 30, 2020
Fear
Hemlock!
I must have committed some heinous crimes
In my past births, verily to suffer thus!
I must have done something bad to you in some lives past
To ensure that you came into my life to make me repent!
Time and again have I groveled at your feet
With the hope that my heart is not shattered into a thousand pieces
But now I had enough of being servile!
What has to happen must happen!
Like Socrates of Athens before me,
I gladly welcome the hemlock of your tortures
I have become numb to the countless poison darts
That you have kept firing at me mercilessly
I hereby declare that I am a lost soul
Seeking my true destination.
I have also realized that this is a lonely battle
There is only one seat reserved at Odin's feast in Valhalla!
Thursday, October 29, 2020
Castles in the air!
What does it cost? you think,
to build castles in the air!
Does it hurt, you think,to
nurture dreams of your own?
Why not dream big, you think,
So long as you dream anyway!
Little realizing that, all this dreaming
Can cost you dearly!!
For as you trudge daily towards your castles
They seem to move farther and farther away
And then they seem to be a blip in the distant horizon
Beyond reach and all but forgotten.
Then you understand that, this is but a small sacrifice
For the ones you love. You work like a machine to provide for them
And yet the work never seems to be completed.
Deadlines are always looming large.
Barely has one deadline passed,
one would be confronted with a new task
But you bravely try to manage that
Knowing that you are doing it for the ones you love
You start wondering if you are doing a good enough job?
A casual remark, a jibe an insult pierces you
However none of that hurts as much as it does
To hear the ones you love say, you don't do much for them!
Realize this now oh foolish heart! The mind
is filled with unrequited desires by the thousands!
A million regrets and a thousand insults rear their ugly heads!
Yet remember that none of them can enter without your permission!
So build strong fortified walls around your heart
Let the icy winds of the Norse gods steele your heart
So what if you live in a hut built of mud and bricks
It can be the castle of your dreams and you can be the king!
So go ahead and dream a little! Maybe dream some more!
And go along inching towards your dream.
We are all weary travelers hoping to reach the ultimate destination
So stop and smell the roses and enjoy the ride!
Friday, October 9, 2020
Emptiness
Fear
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